As I am halfway done with this project self that I decided to start early this month, suffice to say I am starting to understand my pattern of emotions and my routine… or the lack of it. It’s not straightforward nor has it always been as easy. But here’s what I’ve got to say. The … Continue reading Start now or regret later
O Lord, I pray for a softer heart, a pure mind, for stronger backbones, thicker skin, for one day, we’ll break the ceiling.
I was anxious about something today. It’s a normal kind of nervousness but as I tucked myself in bed, the anxiety magnified. So, I flipped through the pages my journal to express my worries. In the midst of writing my thoughts down, I heard a ding from my phone. “Maybe it’s a reminder from an … Continue reading “I don’t believe in myself anymore”
One of the difficult things about adulting is honestly how we’d maintain a friendship when they’re no longer a daily part of you lives—when you don’t see each other as often as before. I was just watching a video about ambivalent relationships. These are relationships that you don’t understand your position with the person currently. … Continue reading Friendship while adulting
Nobody likes uncertainties. Fear of the unknown they say. It’s only fair when we don’t feel the urgency to change because we fear of uncertainties. We create narratives and ideals in our heads but we are not willing to work for it. It’s because we’re lacking of a mission—a sense of direction of where we’re … Continue reading Why we fear uncertainties